I don't know whats wrong with me recently, i feel that my life is ruin. My body feel not right, my timetable ruined and the ood feeling keep haunt me. It's creeping me out, i feel guilty to everyone.
What is this feeling?
Is it come from the pressure from last week of semester, maybe yes. I don't know what cause it, but i guees it's from my timetable. I don't know until mid of semester, it's ok but after that it start to decreasing and i feel is kinda ruined.
Ooooo, i feel like i will failed all subject in this semester. Yes i kinda mess with this semester, maybe because it's transition from leaving with my families to living by myself. If i think back then the source of all this problem is money, i lost my money a couple of month ago, for paying the rent ( i already post it in this blog), and i don't know that start the process opf this uneasy feeling.
It's to late to fix it now, I will try my best in the next semester to fix my lifestyle. The reason that i must go on is to try feel optimistic again everything. I don't know it's not the first time i feel this kind of feeling, it often attack me; what i hate from this feeling is make me depressed or maybe this kind of feeling called depression, hahhaha, i don't know that kind of psychological thing, but i'm sure with optimistic i can get pass of it.
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